Letter to my Daugther

To our Angela Janelle,

I don’t know what brings me to write these things, maybe the thoughts of happiness that have been lingering in my mind. At this moment, your mother has felt the same way too or even greater by the joy and excitement that we are near bringing you into this earth. I apologize to you that I wasn’t be able to be at your mom’s side during the days the she needed me. Sorry for there’s no way for me to feel how you would troubled your mother when you make your moves inside her tummy. Yes you do… how I couldn’t imagine when she tells me the story that you would bother her sleep and when she sometimes eats late (it’s our secret! your mother is a die-hard fan of jobs) you never fail to catch her attentions that you need to be nourish. For these things I have to bear, leaving you is the hardest thing that ever happened to me.

Your mother, she loves you more than I do. We would always talk about you and then we would both agree that you should have your mom’s personality and a little bit of me. She’s an independent, family-oriented, workaholic, ambitious, smart, lucky and the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met just like my sim (sim is the P.C. game where you can live your fantasy and dreams one of my fave.!) . How we wish you resembles her with my lips, height, nose and shape of my face mold into it (that’s about 70% of my genes in you. Hehe!). I would always argue with her that you should be a Rocket scientist and not a cheap-belly-dancer… no offend mahal kong jamei, hehehe but we cannot insist what we want for you. Take our word on that, I will expose you to those things but you will always have your options.
Time will past, and I’m sure you will be a fine lady by the time you are reading this… and that the love we poured into you are now the foundation of your whole-self. By then, you have experienced the failure, agony and pain of life as it teaches you to be strong to make decisions. You would feel the hatred and May built some ghost in your closet. But always remember this that nothing else really matter but we will always love you at your best and we will always be with you at your worst. That is what your mother has taught me since I had her in my life. She’s the turning point of my life where I’ve seen my path again and remembered my long-forgotten child dream. Even though I was in my worst shape, she love me for a second that she knew I needed it. And without a doubt, she discerned that I am somebody and s makes me believe I am that someone I never knew I was.

Anak, we couldn’t even express the bliss that from now on we will have our angel, someone who needs my love and my attentions. Guiding you has been our ultimate goal. Despite the fear that you may lose your way, we tend to love you even more. For I took ought as your parent to take good care of you and your mom. Both of you is my lifetime treasure that doesn’t fade and drain. I found the beauty and joy of life and nothing can compare to the love I’m giving and have been receiving…

Pouring of love,

Daddy & Mommy