Thoughts to ponder!

In search of he true meaning of my own life!

It was late 12 midnight and I was still watching the National Geographic – edge of the universe. Turmoil and fear has built as wonders of the universe unveil. Realizing how perfect things have been created and being created gives me a blood-rush and sense of what purpose awaits human – as I, myself. God existence is uniquely undeniable. Thus, every matter has purpose and a role that need to be executed. Life is a painful yet joyful voyage and as I am now into my adult stage, I do acknowledge its complication. We love and hate. We became brave enough but fear adequately for the loss. Soon, this temporary world will be just another cosmic substance and become empty and there’s always a rise and fall as it begins to end.
As I reflect it to my self, I knew things will be changed. As I was a child becoming a father, satisfying the needs I have ponder for so long. Of course I am giving all the credit to my lovely wife, for giving me such love and passion. But still what role should I play for me to fulfill my existence. And I am looking for the answer to the incident I found her. Is giving my love and dedication would be enough?
Looking back where I began cling to me that I could find the answer. Being an oppressed kid gives me a good judgment of how I want my life to be. Yes, I have just a simple dream – to love my kids and adore the only woman of my life. Every road bumps I have face it believing there’s nothing impossible to the resolute and determined man. Though I was mishandled by my parents, with the help of my sisters, friends and my step mom I have defy the hardship to move forward. I maybe in the top of my game right now, yet I mug about the battle to surpass the trials. For all I knew is that it will not let go as long as I breath. Still, at the end of the day, I’m hanging with the thoughts of what God has called me upon. Is Angela (my daughter) and Jam (my wife) is the answer? Yes I say… Now I feel better about myself, fulfilled, gratifying. I couldn’t even describe the feeling that I have made my childhood dream. Not even winning in a lottery could portray it.
Then what’s next? I ponder again. I know the answer will come from Him. Right now, I don’t want to think about the world coming to its end. I don’t do my research about the global climate change. I stop planning of my future career for a while. Like I don’t hear anything nor sees the beauty of everything – except for the one thing – my daughter Angela. It gives me the mixed emotions of the whole thing. Soon she will be in her mother’s arm as well as into mine (though I am 5 months time away) it is the greatest thing happened to me next to I have found my wife. Now as of this moment I couldn’t help myself but to say it – for me having them is best gift I have received from God. Before long, my desire to serve Him intense more day by day. May we all find our joy, pride and true fulfillment.

Letter from Pia

This is my first time to received a letter (w/ graphics) from my beautiful niece Pia (paula mae)! And I’m really proud of her. She just simply surpasses her mom’s IQ, though she’s not quite an artist ( I have just added some color to make it more blushing.) but she’s the type that could go to places and a hard to get woman.

To Ate Pia,
I am really proud of you, and hopefully you’ll be a good role model to your cousins especially for your sister Nicole. We always knew you could be somebody so keep-up the good work. You know how much we love you especially your mother. Be a strong woman and I wish your happiness of life that could offer.
(hope for more letters to come!) miss my nephews and nieces…hoHu!

All About Her!

All About Her!
My life is all about her, I’ve just realized
For I thought it was about the past I had kept inside
Never knew she would come
Just to fulfill my destiny that has been long forgone

It’s about her, I would chuckle,
‘Cause it sounds funny she love me in hale.
One day wouldn’t justify the mean
But with her, it rationalized our love tale.

She got me from a second she knew I was
To be the husband whom she would believe I am great.
In even in a minute she never haste
That soon I will be a loving father, a dream that almost fade.


Now she’s giving me another “her”, wish we’ll make it ten, (hehe!)
With our angel (my daughter), my life will be all about them,
Before long, my queen and my princess will be on my side
I know now my life will be another hella roller-coaster ride!

I love you jamei and angela… I guess this is what a proud husband and father could do.

E-mails; necessity at risk!

The Innovative Pinoy Scammer; Fraud in E-mails

For sure you have heard the story about the load scam – a third party who are using your account either your yahoo messenger I.D. or via e-mail, and asking your friends to buy out a massive load (about 20K or more) that you need (which they didn’t know that’s it’s another person who are using your identity). This is beginning to takes its place especially for the Filipino’s working abroad. As the hacked e-mail of your friend tells you to buy and send him the load and even call you to make sure you are going to send the money. I have personally known someone who had experienced this kind situation and its becoming a chain cases with the contact friends in his e-mail. I would like to share some tips to protect your e-mail account and a like and to avoid such fraud;
1) Don’t be easily believe if someone or even from the person you know that he needs money to be send as soon as possible. – You have the right to be vigilant and investigate especially when money is involved. It’s your own cash anyway.
2) Asking for proof is not enough – Since the identity of your friend has been hacked, asking for evidence does not secure your talking to the right guy.
3) Reverse the person. Make some alibi – tell him you need ten (10) days for the clearance of your bank check or so and notice his reactions.
Email Security;
1) Your password is like your gate way code; treat it as highly confidential item.
2) Always make a back-up plan. Answering the questions provided by your e-mail host incase you forgot your password is one good example.
3) Don’t put on details your identity (i.e. your birthplace, mother’s name. etc). it is always safe to put something secret about yourself.
4) I also suggest if you can afford to handle 2 or 3 email accounts. The other will serve as your back-up without any related links to one another.
5) And last, it is important to Post a NOTICE-OF-DISCLOSURE announcing your email is no longer in business and you are not involve on any transactions it create for your own sake and for the friends and family you have related it to. Note that a hard back-up copy of the list of the email is a necessity if your treating your e-mail as your own self.
Hope this could help… ‘til my next blog.

Phishing.. my way to the Top!

Phishing – Popular Name for Identity Fraud! Beware

Online Identity Fraud also known as "Phishing" (pronounced "fishing") occurs when fraudsters pose as trusted organization and send out thousands of fraudulent e-mails to random e-mail addresses. The aim of such mails is to try to lure you to fake websites, where you're asked to disclose confidential financial information, like your credit card, account numbers, login details etc.

The number and sophistication of phishing scams sent out to consumers is increasing dramatically.

What is Phishing? While there are hundreds of variations, phishing generally comes in one of these variants:

· A warning of unauthorized access to your account, or notification of fraudulent activity on your account
· A threat to close or suspend your account if you do not take immediate action and provide personal information
· Notification of changes to online banking due to a merger, a software system upgrade, or a security alert
· Notification of a software or security upgrade to our online services

This is for the awareness of everybody.

Letter to my Daugther

To our Angela Janelle,

I don’t know what brings me to write these things, maybe the thoughts of happiness that have been lingering in my mind. At this moment, your mother has felt the same way too or even greater by the joy and excitement that we are near bringing you into this earth. I apologize to you that I wasn’t be able to be at your mom’s side during the days the she needed me. Sorry for there’s no way for me to feel how you would troubled your mother when you make your moves inside her tummy. Yes you do… how I couldn’t imagine when she tells me the story that you would bother her sleep and when she sometimes eats late (it’s our secret! your mother is a die-hard fan of jobs) you never fail to catch her attentions that you need to be nourish. For these things I have to bear, leaving you is the hardest thing that ever happened to me.

Your mother, she loves you more than I do. We would always talk about you and then we would both agree that you should have your mom’s personality and a little bit of me. She’s an independent, family-oriented, workaholic, ambitious, smart, lucky and the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met just like my sim (sim is the P.C. game where you can live your fantasy and dreams one of my fave.!) . How we wish you resembles her with my lips, height, nose and shape of my face mold into it (that’s about 70% of my genes in you. Hehe!). I would always argue with her that you should be a Rocket scientist and not a cheap-belly-dancer… no offend mahal kong jamei, hehehe but we cannot insist what we want for you. Take our word on that, I will expose you to those things but you will always have your options.
Time will past, and I’m sure you will be a fine lady by the time you are reading this… and that the love we poured into you are now the foundation of your whole-self. By then, you have experienced the failure, agony and pain of life as it teaches you to be strong to make decisions. You would feel the hatred and May built some ghost in your closet. But always remember this that nothing else really matter but we will always love you at your best and we will always be with you at your worst. That is what your mother has taught me since I had her in my life. She’s the turning point of my life where I’ve seen my path again and remembered my long-forgotten child dream. Even though I was in my worst shape, she love me for a second that she knew I needed it. And without a doubt, she discerned that I am somebody and s makes me believe I am that someone I never knew I was.

Anak, we couldn’t even express the bliss that from now on we will have our angel, someone who needs my love and my attentions. Guiding you has been our ultimate goal. Despite the fear that you may lose your way, we tend to love you even more. For I took ought as your parent to take good care of you and your mom. Both of you is my lifetime treasure that doesn’t fade and drain. I found the beauty and joy of life and nothing can compare to the love I’m giving and have been receiving…

Pouring of love,

Daddy & Mommy

Knowing my Inside

I’m Ron… a one-month away to be a great father and five months left to become a loving husband. I am an Industrial Engineer by profession who is now working as a Document Controller, Secretary, HR, Project Planning assistant, Coffee boy and a clerk of my mouth-freaking que catso, procodia Italian boss. I used to be the star from the song “Nang si Ilyong Balilyong… Nagpunta sa Kagubatan..lalala” whom my father always tease with my woman-liked gestures… But I proved ‘em wrong…took my ate mia’s advice and got a chance to have 8 gf’s at a time. But then I realized that there is nothing for me to prove. To make the story short.. I used to be a weak, penniless, dreamer gay-like kid and become a Hot, Sexy, Heart rob loving man… yeah dream on its m blog anyway!.

My House Project

Project RJ/001/09

The Project RJ/001/09 built with love and passion. It’s my first time to use Google Sketch-up 6.0 versions and I am quite amaze from what it can do as I’m an Amateur to it. If you’re interested in learning this software I can give you assistance. If you’re interested in collaborating with your dream home I can also lend some hand. As the saying goes “Passion creates beauty in every man’s work”.